My Birthday

3+4=7

It should be a 7 year. If I knew more about numerology, I could expound on that thought.

My husbands gift was a beautifully carved "throne" chair. I don't know yet what special spot it will have in the house, but it should get THE spot and be a thinking/doing chair.

Interesting day. I had wanted to start by having an "introspective" day, figure out my mission statement, prioritize... You know, mid-life crisis stuff.

I have one year left to decide to join the army. I have one year left to decide to have a baby before risks double. I don't have any time left to pull my head out of the sand. It has to be now. Shut up and Stop Whining. This has to happen now.

My birthday mid-life day of introspection was spent at the Ford dealership while I was waiting for my parent's vehicle to be fixed. A vehicle I felt I HAD to have, because somehow my independence is effected by not having one.

Now, I'm finishing up my day with a movie and ice cream. Candles? No.

But what would I wish for?

Wishes don't come true. Taking action will make what I want come true. Now, to take that action.

After a good nights sleep, of course.